DREAMS
Shyamali Sinha

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[As I was waiting for some poems, stories and paintings from Shyamali for the next issue of 'Akashdiya', I received the sad news. She was found hanging from the railing of the office staircase. All those whys.....all those wishes - if only we got some hints and if only we could save her, somehow.....

My best friend Shyamali has slipped away from my life. I will not ever be able to touch her smile, I will not ever be able to share her tears. I will just have the fragrance of her sweet-peas, her jacaranda strewn paths and her blue clouds......

                                                                                         -Kalyani Rama ]


DIAMONDS FOREVER
 

Diamonds in my palms
I slowly drop into the waters
My most precious posession
     Gone forever

Yet everytime the sunlight
Sparkles on the waters
My diamonds show up -
Dazzling, sparkling jewels..
     Diamonds forever

 

   

 

DESERT RAIN


Rain does not come to the Desert

The Desert revels in its heat and dryness
It wears its hot, dust cloak
And walks amidst its thorny garden
The desert is not unhappy..

Until that one night of the thunderstorms
When the storm clouds strayed -
When it rained, and
The Desert knew for the first time
What thirst meant.
Engulfed by the silken, wafty, breeze,
And the Divine smell of the rainclouds..
The Desert was enraptured.

Ever since then, the Desert
Is terribly Unhappy
It wishes it wasn't a desert
It wishes it was
The Green Cherrapunji Hills
Where the rain comes unfailingly
Year after year after year.

The dusty cloak it has worn
All its life, feels coarse and hurts
The Desert tries to throw it away, but can't.
It cannot forget the rain
And waits for it once more.
Waits for eons, for eternity, for infinity -
For the Desert cannot forget
That one mystical night.

It lies on its back, Night after night
And stares at the couldless, empty skies.
The skies look down, harsh and unforgiving.

Rain does not come to the Desert
That is the Law of Nature.
Then why, that once, was it broken?
The Desert is unhappy - it frets
And tries to walk away from itself -
But it still cannot
Walk to the Rain..

Rain should never have come to the Desert.

 

 
  DREAMS 

A dying moon hangs
     from an ashen sky ...
Time stands still -
     in a colourless frozen world
Dreams unwoven ;
Words unspoken;
A hopeless heart, yet unbroken....
Twilight on the horizon
     Holds the promise
     Of something.......
Something magical

 

 
  COLOURS OF LIFE

 White ? the colour of a rainbow Caught inside a bubble.
     Or the freshness after washing in a mountain stream?
Yellow is warm Sunshine and Flowers swaying in the breeze.
     Could it also be The colour of  A heart-warming, Unadulterated smile?
Blue, a  soulful song emanating from The impossible horizon where the sea and sky meet.
     Or the intoxicating, mysterious Night draping her misty shawl over our eyes?
Orange ? an unfulfilled passion - A flame lit, yet not burnt
     Or is it the sweet, tangy taste of pain With the promise of honey to come?
Green ? the moss trying to hide Secrets within his velvety robe
     Or is it an intelligent eye Twinkling with the knowledge of life?

But life is Red - sometimes Blood drips painfully; sometimes throbs with life
Yet , sometimes as meaningless as colourless rubies Brimming in the corner of an eye.


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